Startled by Silence
I heard the voice but couldn't see the person. She was on the other
side of the locker, just coming in from her early morning swim. Her voice
sounded like the morning itself--bright, cheerful, and full of life. At
6:15 in the morning, it would catch anyone's attention. I heard it's affirming
tone.
"Delores, I really appreciated the book you picked up for me last week.
I know the library was out of your way. I haven't been able to put the
book down. Solzhenitsyn is a great writer. I'm glad you suggested him to
me."
"Good morning, Pat," she greeted another swimmer. For a moment the melodious
voice was silent, then I heard it again. "Have you ever seen such a gorgeous
day? I spied a pair of meadowlarks as I walked over this morning. Makes
you glad you're alive, doesn't it?"
The voice was too good to be true. Who can be that thankful at this
time of the morning? Her voice had a note of refinement to it. Probably
some rich woman who has nothing to do all day but sip tea on her verandah
and read Solzhenitsyn. I suppose I could be cheerful at 6 A.M. if I could
swim and read my way through the day. Probably even owns a cottage in the
north woods.
I rounded the corner toward the showers and came face to face with the
youthful voice. She was just packing her gear. Her yellow housekeeping
uniform hung crisp and nest on her fiftyish frame. It was a uniform
I'd seen before---along with mops, brooms, dust cloths, and buckets. An
employee of the facility at which I swam. She flashed a smile my way, picked
up her plastic K-Mart shopping bag, and hurried out the door, spreading
"have a glorious day" benedictions as she went.
I still had the yellow uniform on my mind as I swam my laps and sank
down among the foamy lather of the whirlpool. My two companions were deep
in conversation. At least one of them was. His tired, sad voice told tragic
woes of arthritic knees, a heart aneurysm, sleepless nights, and pain-filled
days.
Nothing was good or right. The water was too hot, the whirlpool jets
weren't strong enough for his stiff knees, and his doctors had been much
to slow in diagnosing his case. With his diamond-studded hand, he wiped
the white suds out of his face. He looked ancient, but I suspected he too
was fiftyish.
The yellow uniform and the diamond studded ring stood out in striking,
silent contrast, proof to me again that when God says, "Godliness with
contentment is great gain," He really means it. This morning I saw both
contentment and discontent. I resolved never to forget.